i was stagnant from posting for quite some time now. last post was october 2nd! whoa!!! so many things have happened since then. where do i start?? let's see... i'm back in sickville. too depressing..
november we went to palawan.. it was the most fascinating and adventurous vacation ever! will attach some pix soon.. imagine we travelled for about 16 hrs on the bus! there were some part of the trip where the bus almost trip over..not to mention the same route on the way back to city (puerto prinsesa; we went to el nido) we walked for more or less 2 kms with deep-knee mud all around us. it was like one of those survivor episode!! but it was so much fun. of course it's palawan, so it is a given fact that the place was endowned with nature's most fascinating landscapes and views. there were 11 of us so just imagine how rowdy and hilarious and noisy we were..
then december..of course, xmas season.. our oh-so-lame team bldg in fontana.. holidays what-have-you's.. tina's bday... our 6th anniversary last dec.28th. we have treated our friends for a thank-you dinner as our appreciation for all the love and support they have given to us. we never would have survived this yr if it weren't for them. the time i was hospitalized was the pit stop of it all..
so in a nutshell, i would have to say i had a very emotional, tumultuous and life-turning 2007!!!
now onto '08, as i said, i'm back in sickville. as a starter month i can say that this yr will all about change. darwin had his first nude pictorial. it was very artistic. not a bit erotic or pornographic. it was so cool. i was actually there when the pictures were taken. will let you see some once i am able to upload. then there's apple case. it was just so sad how a trivial office politics can really ruin and change once life. she was a victim of a mere power-tripping here. for god's sake we're working in IBM but the ppl act like we are in some lousy, run-down, gov't office. it's just sickening--suffocating even! if it werent't for the fact that the schedule is fixed and i have weekends off, i would have dragged my ass outta here a long time ago. ok, my pay doesn't hurt.
what keeps me--us, superfriends--going is each other. we have a new member by the name of RD (Ardie Espiritu--my crush before.. with emphasis on PAST.. hehehe..)
now this sickville thingy... if my hospitalization was not enough last yr, i have hepa a--diagnosed and tested. though i want to get a second opinion. i just have my doubts with the doctor who treated me. like what terry hatcher felt with her doc fr despearate housewives.. hehehe..
i have my taste of life's irony, now another blow... i just don't know how long i'll be able to take anymore of this. i know my friends were really trying their best to cheer me up that what i've got is cureable.. something that i should be positive about. then again, having been confined for 2 wks way back then, i can't help feeling helpless and, well, for the lack of words, SICK.
and what i have now is something even more pressing. if this is the other end of what they call karma, englighten me for what i have done in the past that made me deserve the bad side of luck. honestly, when i found out i have this disease, i almost felt my world crumbling, stumbling into pieces. been into this situation at one point of my life.. this time will i be able to say done that?
...::and the saying goes::...
"the irony of my life: i am a nosiy person, but when it comes to my
feelings, i become so damn quite.."
