mid-week mayhem

what's new? i'm cured... hahaha!!! how i so damn wish... my supervisor asked me last night that i need to get certification if i'm really fit to work or not. i know he's just concern about the well-being of my fellow reps here, but i can't help feeling that i am being typed as some sort of a plague. yeah, what i have is something contagious, and as stubborn as i am, i know that i should be resting. recupperating even. though my doctor suggested that i don't need to be confined doesn't mean that i'm free to mingle with the healthy and living. after all i am a walking cornocupia of ailments... there goes my self-esteem down the drain. :(

i just need to get some things fixed first before i go hiatus at work again, perhaps for another wk or 2. like my bills piling up. need to ask CnB as well if i can somewhat advance my SL. or file another SL claims fr SS. money is of importance right now that's why i just can't decide on going on leave when there will be payables coming...
and darwin is sleeping on the other side of the bed...

i updated my blog. added some nipty-grifty feature. there was this song on my player by SAVAGE GARDEN that really got on my nerve when i was listening to it. in my present situation this is what i really wanna be, and wanted to do...

"i want to live like animal... careless and free... i wanto run to the
jungle go waving my hand and stand at my feet..."

...::and the saying goes::...

"it's fun being a strong person. you feel invincible; like you can face everything that comes your way...but what sucks being one it's when people know that you're strong and they think it's ok to hurt you..."