3rd life

i said to kalay before that august is really not my month. same time last year i was confined in manila doctors fighting for life against typhoid fever. that same month, two years ago, i was also battling tummy problems... now same month, 2008, going thru half of it soundlessly, this time is a near-death experience.
i should thank papa jesus (the power up there, not my companion named after Him) that i was given the chance this morning to go to the church and thanked Him for blessing me a good month so far. i prayed that i won't go thru the same hell again as what happened to me (and darwin) last year. btw, this coming friday is the 1st death anniversary of Darwin's gramps.
during those times that i was confined, i have to admit my communication to papa Jesus was more open. now near-death experience gave me this secure feeling that God is really with me.
me and my colleague were on our way to work when this car smashed the driver's side of the taxi. the impact was so hard that the mirror was shattered and the driver's side door caved in and won't open. it rattled me out of my reverie and took me a split second to realize that we could have just died there. the car literally shook because of the impact, and it almost toppled over. took me a moment to breathe again.
so i am mighty thankful that i am still alive and kicking, and blogging right now. guess, the saying that bad roots die hard is true after all... lolz

btw, i will blog on separate entry in detailed and how pissed i am with those passenger from the security car that hit the taxi. i just don't want to think of it right now because it infuriates me.