i was also feeling disoriented yesterday. so many scattered thoughts that kept on lingering. first there was this blood thingy on my behind after our post-love making session. darwin was just so into me during the sacking session that i did not feel the pain as well. just come to think of the passion and love going on in there. but i felt the pain when i was discharging.. second, i did not CUM during our love making. crazy as it sounded, he came first and that's it. he did not even bother helping me. it was wham-bam-thank-you-ma'am moment. which really irked me. it happend not only once but a couple of times now. there may be something wrong with my sex drive, but the moment that he will CUM, more often than not, he will just leaveme hanging there to finish the deed myself. better for me to jack off, do it all by myself. the issue here is just not sex. it's about satisfying your partner. love is something good if shared better. i know i just felt somewhat left hanging and i kinda blow it big---out of proportions. but i know that what i'm feeling last night was also valid. anyway he already apologized. his text went like this:
i'm sorry, baby, if i'm hurting you physically and emotionally. did not mean to do it always..next time i'll be careful. i love you!
...::and the saying goes::....
"measuring life what others do to us may disappoint us. but measuring life what we do for others will add more meaning to our life.."
and for my daily quiz:
HOW STRESSED R U?
| Your Stress Level is: 67% |
 You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now. Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out. Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times. |
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