"this is it!!"

this morning would go down in history as one of the most nerve-wracking ever. wonder why? we had this draw lots of who would be transferred to other dep't. specifically CONREL or consumer relations. a not-so-good place. i mean compared to being a b2b agent, if i were the one who was picked, i (and kalay) as well would not enjoy the benefits of free internet access. and blogging for that matter. there were three (3) from us and two (2) from SC (another dep't with so much time to kill as well)... so as the names were announced, i swear i nearly had a heart attack. me and kalay were praying so hard. i was crossing every fingers imaginable. then the names were drawn, and that was the only time that i could breathe normally.
i am fully aware of the consequences if it were me who was picked. high volume of calls, irate customers, complicated cases, and irate and infuriated me. so i don't wanna be a hypocrite if i won't admit that i am happy i was not chosen. with the dep't i'm in right now none of those excruciating factors i would have to endure. plus the benefit of a great and groovy seatmate makes it even likeable..
as for other things, me and darwin went to work together 'cuz he swapped schedule. lrt was really bad, it made me rush. i was almost late for work. an incident really irked me while we were in the train. he has this habit of looking for things just when we have already left home. very irritating really 'cuz he will--if not most of the time--blame me if he can't find it. i mean it is a given fact that we're not the only people in the house. but he will always points his finger to me. even saying that i always blame the people in the house for lost things as well. can't blame myself even more because it is also a very known issue that he's siblings is always nosing his nose into our things. WHICH I REALLY HATE!! ever heard of privacy? the half-kid is only 9 yr old but i swear the mom could not discipline the li'l he-devil! makes me furious everytime darwin will defend the kid. i dunno, my blood just boil every instance he crossed my path.
anyway, weekend is up, and i don't intend to have some negative vibes consume me. later will have coffee talk again with the gang..catching up with love, life, lust (hehehe..Ü) and gen'rally our men...